Sunday, July 18, 2010
birthdays.
today was my sister's birthday. and we sang the birthday song, etc. and the cake and stuff. then when we were eating the cake my mother suddenly started nagging at my sister about her math grade. on and on. and i couldnt take it so i just left the table. i mean like bloddy hell man! its her birthday! give her a freaking break!
thats what i freaking hate about this family. they NEVER learn to respect such dates and occasions.
and this also reminded me of the time where the 40 people celebrated my birthday in taiwan... i have to admit that that was the first time in my entire life that i actually had a birthday party, let alone have 40 people. during the celebration i was actually really happy and stuff, but when i went back to my room i was seriously breaking down. here were 39 other people celebrating a birthday with me whom i barely even knew (except for the guys) and they were doing something that my family had never done for me before. just go to show how wonderful my family is.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 6:42 AM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
ouch.
yay. i guess i have yet another scar on my face. now i guess i'll have 3 on my face. scars on faces are cool! just like franck ribery. damn cool :D
anyway i got it when i was keeping and somebody shot at me when i was looking. i dont blame that guy, could have happened to anybody just that i was more unlucky. anyway now my specs are amazingly out of shape and i have to wear my old specs which are serving me just as well :)
and just now when i got hit by the ball my vision blured like crazy... and it lasted for like a few hours. i was scared like hell that i would never be able to see with my left eye again... IT WAS SHIT SCARY. anyway i guess one of the blood vessels burst or smth and the blood caused the blurriness.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 4:45 AM
Friday, July 9, 2010
in a cutthroat war for popularity.
haha nth much happened these few days... i missed the spain vs germany match though cos i couldnt wake up -.- and i stayed up until 12 to chiong chem project cos i thought that it was due on friday. and i found my old mp3! all my old songs <3
haha today was retarded lah. during recess i was just emoing listening to music when gq just grabbed me from behind and started humping me. sigh my friends arh. retarded. then during chem we were playing with those red stopper thingies used for the pipette. we made it into some random beyblade and played with it. perry was videoing it. i think he uploaded it on fb? and me and qirui were trying to steal stuff from each other.
and then on the walk from the rajablock to the chem lab was damn funny. gq was doing the "i'm your best friend" thing with me and then we were the winners and qirui was the loser (no wonders there :D) and we just did the opposite of whatever qirui did. damn funny. and super childish. but it was fun :)
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 6:13 AM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
tears streaming down your face, when you lose something you cannot replace.
i feel amazingly empty now. i never thought it was possible to feel so pointless in life. where you live for that one thing and its suddenly gone. now i'm just trying to smile and act as if everything is going to be alright. but no, i know it'll never be truly alright. not when she's gone just like that.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 5:13 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
re is stupid.
lol i'm typing this during re. and qirui the df is right beside me checking his email. and turning the wheel as fast as he can so as to compensate for both my com and his. slave turn the wheel faster! and now qirui is looking for some "douhao" cos his rugger friend is in there. LOL.
sick lah match against 3b tmmrw. damn sick. rin hong yu is our target man. ernest playing in the hole. then tenghao and yu xuan playing in the midfield. then our centre back pairing is changjie and sng. see. this team damn sick right. confirm beat 3b by 32498374298374972398742987 goals.
and germany is going to beat spain. i dont care. and some stupid idiot is blowing a vuvuzela -.- in school. like wtf watch world cup never hear enough now still want hear it in school arh. and yea germany will win. hat trick for mirolav klose. ownage.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 10:48 PM
Monday, July 5, 2010
i'm holding on but letting go of you.
yay its youth day. and yes i havent blogged for super long cos i've been rather lazy these few days. and i most likely wont blog due to school work and stuff. oh well life has been kinda disappointing... maybe its cos i got back all my results and they arent very satisfactory. sigh.
anyway i've been trying to talk this friend of mine... we had a really huge quarrel a long time ago and now whenever we talk we cant get past 5 minutes before we start quarreling... its either
1) my friend just hates me. pure and simple.
2) i just happen to talk my friend whenever my friend is in a bad mood.
i seriously want to be friends again... and also make up to this person for whatever i did. but how am i supposed to do that if we dont even speak?
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 3:17 AM