Tuesday, April 27, 2010
prize-giving.
lalala. just slept for 2 hours, woke up and had dinner. today was pretty slack.... first chem where we basically chionged our way through whatever worksheets kua gave us. and then kua mentioned during the lesson that we have to "pull of our socks"... HAHA only muggers wear high socks. so therefore to pull up socks = to become a mugger. then bio where i didnt understand a thing again... a good sign that its time for me to start mugging. then philo where i just basically spaced out for a super long time... didnt understand a thing. didnt bother trying. then prize-giving where i spent half the time trying to sleep on our class's treasurer's shoulder. HAHA I'M GAY :D ok metaphorically not literally. then came back home...
i'm from heartbreak and back :) i'm over her already.
Labels: prize presentation
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 4:32 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
the reason.
The Reason - Hoobastank
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
this post is dedicated to a certain girl out there who will probably never read this post and even if she does i dont think she will even care about it anyway. so i have no idea why i'm doing this. i just want to tell this girl that i never ever meant to hurt her and that i never meant to do those things to her. but whats being done cannot be reversed. and i seriously wish i could take away all the pain that i have inflicted on her and make it all mine rather than let her suffer... but once again thats impossible. but this girl has changed me. caused me to become who i am. caused me to become a better person. and i would like to thank her for that. she is truly the reason that i have changed, and the reason for me to change over these past 3 months. she is the reason. its ironic how you only realize such important things when its already far too late... i wished that 3 months ago there had been someone to tell me all this. then maybe all these stuff would never have happened at all. but its far too late already... and nothing can be changed.
Labels: the reason.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 6:55 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010
disappointment.
lalala. i blog so infrequently due to the fact that i rarely get to use the com in boarding. ok continuing from where i left off. wednesday was kinda boring... math... then english... then other tongue where we screwed about like siao as usual. then bio we went to the lab for some onion ring experiment! and we came out all smelling like onions. heh. i dont know why but i actually like the smell of onions :) i know i'm weird. then re again where we just did the usual stuff... cataloging and writing even more letters. then after school i went to get a new pair of gloves cos i lost my old pair... i feel so retarded for losing my old pair... that one fitted me really nicely. not that my new pair dosent but i still prefer my old pair. then came back for prep time... in which i fell asleep... i was so freaking tired.thursday was an extremely disappointing day. first i packed for the wrong timetable... so i dint have pe. so i was forced to wear class jersey during pe. lucky it wasnt mr chng who was taking us... otherwise i would be forced to strip. bleh. rest of the day was pretty mundane... then we went to the lab for physics for some mock test... rolling marbles down a ramp and timing them. lol for physics experiments i always keep timing until i get the result i want. then after school was the class match... 3k vs 3a... where i utterly screwed up. first goal was entirely my fault... some super weak shot and i failed to catch it... bounced off my glove into bottom right corner. second goal was equally stupid... dived for a shot on left bottom corner... then the ball hit my left leg and deflected into the right bottom corner once again. sigh. i felt like sec 2 all over again... conceding silly goals... must really improve my handling. and i also realized that i have a weakness for bottom right corner shots... i always have trouble saving them. i prefer to dive instead of using my leg to stop such shots although its probably better to use legs... sigh must really go work on that corner.
friday (today) was retarded (as usual) :) first there was chem test. which i think i did reasonably well. then philo where we had to do argument construction. i hope i did well... lol my philo marks are always super random... i can ace one test and fail the next. then there was the chinese ting xie. WHICH WAS ABSOLUTELY RETARDED. i mean like i freaking placed my textbook under my table and copied straight from it. and the teacher didnt even notice. then the rest of the lesson was spent reading my magazine and listening to music :) then ss where we finished watching some video about elections to be class monitor in a school in china. the documentary was pretty good... its quite an accurate reflection that politics are the same no matter the age... all the back-stabbing and underhand methods to gain an advantage over your opponent. it actually helped that the were speaking in chinese so that we could understand. i wonder how much less meaningful the documentary was to vatsal sandeep and tizian... there were subtitles but it actually helped to be able to understand what they were saying. then i finally came back home from boarding! finally got to shower at home. i'll never forget the feeling... the shower cubicles in boarding are disgustingly small... i cant turn 360 degrees without knocking into something. haha then after that i cleared up some stuff before going to sleep... nothing beats sleeping at home.
Labels: 3k vs 3a, disappointment
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 7:43 AM
Monday, April 19, 2010
The First One
oh well. i havent blogged for a super long time. not since p5 i think? lol but since i always have so many random thoughts and i always end up writing all these random thoughts on scraps of paper and end up losing all of them. so why not write a blog? at least all these random thoughts and memories will last for a much longer time :Dyay. ora was quite fun. not as fun as i expected, but still fun lah. lol the walk was quite retarded cos nobody actually bothered to run except for kim. heh heh kim so hardcore. then all the random stalls... nothing much actually worth buying, playing. although i thought yew ern's stall selling all those handmade keychains were actually quite cool. i actually wanted one but i didnt have any design in my head at that time... so i didnt bother getting one. and then there was selene's stall. the one where you have to untie knots. I LOST BY 3 FREAKING SECONDS. lol. actually should have won... shouldnt have slacked on the first few knots. HAHA and then i sold a balloon to yingxin! see qirui you're not the only one with awesome bullshitting skills :D and then there was the nat mah/ gerald lee/ arjun performance. haha that was really good... like the most awesome performance among all of them i think. oh well.arjun should have beatboxed louder. oh well that pretty much sums up ora. then after that we went to watch remember me. NOTE: SPOILER ALERT. SO IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED THE MOVIE AND PLAN TO WATCH IT DO NOT READ THE CONTENT BELOW. haha i wished i actually had a girlfriend like that... i mean like she's really awesome... witty... able to take intiative... heh. the only 2 scenes that really touched me was when they kissed before she went into the cab... and in the much later part of the movie when the teacher wrote september 11 on the blackboard. i mean like thats a really smart way to reveal such information to the audience... plus its a good way to kill of robert pattinson ;D haha i think he put on slightly too much makeup again... or maybe he is just slightly pale. oh well when i saw september 11 2001... i couldnt help but think what i was doing at that very instant when the planes crashed into the twin hours... only k2 then. heh so young. oh well. the rest of the day was just spent slacking away...
sunday: even more slack. woke up late so i missed some uber-large chunk of church. i wished i woke up earlier... its not i some church fanatic but it dosent feel right when i miss church... haha cant help it i've been going there ever since i was some super small kid. oh then after church went to chinese tuition... screwed up as ever... some things about chinese tuition never change. then the whole of the evening was spent slacking. then during prep i hardcore mug like some siao... for monday's aa and ta... before going to sleep at around 11.30. which is considered to be pretty early for me.
monday: english was fun. debates! haha for all 3k people the perry/dyon/marcus team won :D no offense, but hongyu's sppech didnt make much sense. and tizian's speech was just BULLSHIT. haha tizian you didnt make sense at all! fail. and both sides missed out a super lot of obvious of POIs. i hope when its my team's turn to debate i also don't make such stupid mistakes also. then math was just crazy. aa was ok... but i think i got the last question wrong. gg liao. then ta was just downright crazy. i got the first question wrong. 5 marks down the drain. but at least i think i'll still get some marks for the other 2 questions. at least all the mugging last night paid off. oh and physics was downright boring. as usual. why are all physics teachers all ever so boring... then lit and bio... nothing much happened. then chinese :D my favourite period. me qirui are forever singing. lol at least we did some work. lol i think our chinese teacher hates our class to the core... sigh. oh well prep is about to start in like 5 minutes... still have to plan out my debate... physics worksheet... math worksheet... mug for chem... lol not too bad. nothing much hardcore stuff.
Labels: ORA, Remember Me