Sunday, June 27, 2010
some dance to remember, some dance to forget.
damn. school starts tmmrw. and i'm really nervous cos we're going to get back all our papers. i'm kinda worried about the sciences... especially bio which i screwed up big time. i think. bio i get 3.6 happy liao. actually all the sciences i get 3.6 happy liao. lit i think 3.6 rather achievable... 4.0 maybe? thats the only 4.0 probable i think. math possible. but considering i screwed up the second question -.- which is like one of the easiest. like wtf my mind just went blank when i saw it and i just randomly tikam. i was tempted to draw a pikachu there :D since i wont get any marks anyway my as well make myself happy :D
and on friday i saw this person again... saw her like... last friday i think? and for some reason my heart beat went crazy when i saw her... not many people can do that. its like i'm afraid of her or smth... like when i saw her i went like "ohshit" and quickly turned away but i'm pretty sure she saw me also. why am i so afraid of her! its like my mind went super cloudy and i just wanted to get out of that place as soon as possible.
its like when i'm one on one with a striker my mind is clear and i know my options... although i dont make the correct choice everytime at least i know what i'm doing and can think pretty clearly... but when i see her my mind just spaces out. bloody hell.
ok time to go complete whatever leftover work i have to get ready for school... sigh.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 1:15 AM