Friday, March 2, 2012
maybe you should turn me off.
wow. i just redid the mbti profiling test and i got a result that i did not expect at all. in sec 3 when i did it i got enfp / enfj. but when i did it just now i got istp. i knew i was never an E (god knows what i was thinking about in sec 3) but S and T? overall it does seem weird but after i read the description of ISTP i realize that it does actually fit me. i dont think i've actually changed much overall. what has actually changed is my estimation of myself? probably. perhaps this change in result of the MBTI is actually me learning to accept myself for who i truly am rather than trying to project who i want to be unto myself? or maybe i have truly changed. not really something that i can judge for myself, really.
school has just become a far scarier place after the a level results release. makes you rethink about what you've done so far and realise that you better do your best cos its your last shot and there wont be any safety net to catch you and bail you out this time.
right now in school i feel like i'm merely doing rather than thinking. secondary school in comparison seems to be so mechanical. ironic how in the first 10 years they try to teach you how to think and stifle your creativity and in the last 2 years they expect you to think for yourself when you've become so used to following a set of guidelines. ridiculous.
Posted by Chiaroscuro at 7:19 PM